arugh i seriously can't stand my fucking parents.dude seriously my dad is fucking pmsing!wtf?i thought he was the fucking understanding parent.haha what a fucking lie!dumbass.i wanna go to the talent show and he told me not to go.well guess what fucker?haha i'm going and since he's not gonna be home when i go i don't give a shit!

time for my daily rant.

seriously i can't stand my mom. if she doesn't get what she wants she bitches about it.i mean i fucking tell her what to do.how fucking hard is it to follow directions?but no..she doesn't get it and makes me repeat myself more than friggen once.and i hate having to repeat myself.its a fucking waste of my breath!and she's so friggen embarrassing.and she doesn't like to let me do shit on my own.my friggen god!i can't stand it sometimes!wish she would leave me the hell alone!

time for my annual rant.haha what else is new?ugh..i'm so stressed out right now esp cause of colleges and everything.ugh oh wells i guess that's what every person goes through right?

i don't know how much of my family i can take.i honestly can't stand them.i have no life thanks to them.they tell me that they give me everything that i want.but in truth they don't.i wish things were different.very different i can't even spend a sat. doing nothing.mom's always on my case to do something.like last nignt she asked me when i'm goin to start exercising again.and i don't know.i haven't had time from all the bs she has me do.ugh she makes everything so flipping complicated!how hard is it to do something simple?oh of course noti can't stand my family!seriously.well i can't stand my parents!they make all the decisions for me.wtf?i'm almost 18!i can see it now.as soon as i turn 18 they're still going to make the decisions for me.their deciding on what school i'm going to!wtf?i don't even have a say in it!how fucking gay is that!?!?i honestly can say with a passion that i hate my parents. i honestly do.iono how much more of them i can actually take!mom does all this work for sunday and that's fine.but i don't want her to drag me into doing something i don't want.she nags and nags at me to do every little thing.and when she finds out how i really feel she pulls this guilt trip thing on me saying what have i ever done to you?am i really that bad of a parent?!NEWS FLASH!you are that bad of a parent.you bitch at me and don't at charlene.you treat me like shit and i'm supposed to treat you with respect?ha it don't work like that for me.honestly no one in my house knows me.they think they do but they don't.esp mom.if she did know me she'd know that i hate her and i hate how she tries to change me either with clothing or with the friends i have.i can't wait till i turn 18!i'm seriously going to be a rebellious child.ugh and don't even get me started on dad.what a lazy ass!can't do shit for himself.always asking me to do something for him.i mean he's a fucking grown man.why can't he do the shit himself?why is that so fucking hard to understand?that i can't and don't want to do anything for him.everytime i don't want to do something for him he says well i help you with everything.and i take you places and all that bs.well um news flash...you don't take me everywhere.if you got me the fucking car you wouldn't have to take me everywhere.why is that so complicated!ugh i hate my family and i hate my life.i hate being a pastor's kid i hate torrance i hate the people at my church.they're friggen hypocrits. i hate everything and anything.ha what else is new with me?

OKAY I ONLY LOGG ON HERE JUST TO FUCKING RANT.CAUSE YEAH NOT MANY PEOPLE READ THIS SHIT ANYWAYS...

WELL THE REASON FOR MY FUCKING RANT TODAY IS YUP YOU GUESSED IT ITS THE FUCKING BITCH I HAVE TO CALL A MOM..ANYWAYS SHE STARTS BITCHING AT ME ON HOW TO MAKE A ROSE OUTTA RIBBON SHIT AND I DON'T FUCKING KNOW HOW TO HONESTLY!WHY IS THAT SO FUCKING HARD TO UNDERSTAND??!?!?STUPID FUCKER!SHE GETS ALL PISSY AT ME FOR THE MOST STUPIDEST REASONS!UGH I CAN'T STAND HER!I HONESTLY CAN'T!